hello blog!

it's me againnnnnn :)

billing time of the month! and i am stuck at home. (my boss refuses to let me go work)

perhaps i should be really happy. haha. an excuse not to go work and so not to face the stress from the overwhelming targets.
it can be really scary at times.
it hunts u down wherever u go.


but i am facing another form of stress.

my house is going to be under renovation next week. whereas other units have already started their renovation. OMG. know something? the noise sucks totally. so noisy. and worst, it affects my dad's mood.

something just happened:

I was on the call with my client when my dad keeps screaming at me. asking me to help him clear the stuffs in the bathroom! mind you!!!! i am working le! and he is behind screaming!!!!!!
tell me what will a normal person do?

i swear, i was about to fight with him le. call me unfillal, call me hot tempered. haha.but tat's me. always thinking of fighting but i never do that. AND I WILL NEVER DO THAT.
siao ah?

i was so utimate angry and and i asked him: DO YOU KNOW THAT I AM WORKING?
guess what was his reply?
CLEAR THESE NOW!!!!

i was like.............. kill me just kill me. luckily my cust was nice. i called her back later.

sometimes, i wish to understand my dad better. why is he always so impatient????? always want to do things the way he wants it.
perhaps i should stand at his point of view more.
his health is not very good.
perhaps that is the reason why he finds it hard to cpontrol his temper at times.

the next thing happened.
i was back in my room working.
he bought in a bowl of rice for me.
yeah, my lunch.
SEEEEEEEEEEE!!!
u understand now, why i m going crazy?
my emotions are always swinging from extreme to extreme.
very soon, u all will see me in IMH.

but i was really touched la.
HEY! can pls tell me?
what's wrong with the male species?
super cannot understand them.

in conclusion, I STILL LOVE YOU LA PAPA! :)
dont tackle me from behind anymore ok?
cuz indirectly, that is call backstab.

u love me right, PAPA?